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Possible Denial
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 11:35 PM

Maybe I've been living in denial.

That I'm hardly ever at fault, that's why I always tend not to see things they way they really are and should be seen.

I've been overconfident in myself, always thinking I'm in proper control of a situation when I'm really barely handling it.

I blame myself for putting her through the one and a half years of having to put up with my nonsense. She's someone who definitely deserves someone better than me. Someone who knows what she wants, not some ignorant asshole like me.

I'm sorry for everything that I've done.

I just wish I could be who you wanted me to be.

человеку свойственно ошибаться, but I guess it's never always forgiving.